1/6/2026

T, Mi Amor,

I know that maybe you didn’t fully believe it when I said it today, but I meant what I said. I knew you were going to ask me to come see you. I have this little notepad, you know it, i had showed it to you once when we started talking initially. It’s called “My little black book of Maleficient_North_138. It started with me keeping a few details that I knew were important to you, and hence important to me. But then slowly and steadily, it has organically grown to contain so much more.

The most recent addition, which I did after Christmas last year was to add a “Predictions” section. It contains little glimpses into what I have seen happen and… not going to lie… things I have hoped happen. The key distinction is that the former will happen, the latter, hmmmm give or take, not always a sure shot.

This was an entry today:

8:19 AM 06th January 2026: T wants to spend time with me so she’s going to ask me to come meet her today. ☺️

I thought for a minute and then constructed what I hoped was a non intrusive invitation this morning when I pinged you. Because I didn’t want to “pressure” you into it, but I also wanted you to know that the option existed should you choose to express it. The smiley face at the end means it came true ☺️

But I write to you today not to tell you about a potential superpower-slash-coincidence. But something I felt so much joy for today. On the way there, I cried. It was the same cry I had cried when I went to pick up Nemo last weekend. That’s when I realised what it was – I was just so happy to see my person. I felt that thought mirrored back at me. Like I really needed to see you, but you really needed to see me too.

I think we had about 63 minutes together today. Barely scratches the surface of what I want. But hey, I will take what i can get right now. And in those 63 minutes, so many things happened. I realised I love feeding you. It makes me so happy to see you satiated. I hugged you and I collapsed into an uncontrolled release. You know how they say that the shoulders are where the stress is captured? I just felt mine just release and let go in that hug. I wasn’t ready to let go for the longest time. You remember that? The whole world disappears for me in your arms. And its just you and me that exist at that moment. Nothing else matters.

When you were talking to me and asking me whether I would like to stay with you and stuff, it was a fraction of a second where my mind just jumped to envisioning what it would look like. You know it took me the longest time to train my brain to do that. The Positive Rewiring. But oh man, it’s such a wonderful experience. Because one of the things I had seen was… YOU.

So this is the tiniest glimpse:

There are boxes everywhere. The floor is made of marble and it’s cold. We are both in our slides. The Puma ones that I got on a whim once. The corny couple who wears stuff that matches 🙂 Only you had the Hello Kitty socks on. I had unpacked the white entertainment unit. I was shirtless, cause you know that’s how you liked to see your man assemble furniture. I had the power drill in my hand. I made some quip about how I was going to drill you later. You had got a glass of lemonade. We needed the refreshment. We split the glass and I continued to build it. You handed me the screws and nails and helped hold up the planks every now and then when I needed help. You read the instructions and guided me when I needed the help. And in a matter of an hour we had it setup and ready. And we flopped onto the couch we had built the previous day. A little sweaty but all smiles. You – when are we ever going to be done unpacking all these boxes babe? Me – We got nothing but time love. You smiled and booped my nose in the funny little way you do. And gave me that little wicked smile laugh.

On 20th November 2025, in the middle of the studpidest argument I said to you – THERE IS NO FUTURE WITHOUT YOU.

I meant that. You are my home. I’m choosing you. Today. With clarity and love. And I want to keep choosing you, as we build what’s real.

Nanu Ithara kansugalu torsbittu kitkoluva antha manushya alla. Nam ibru kanasugalunna nija madistini.

Love Forever And Always,

XOXO,

A